Right now, I am in a place, not a good place, because I have
to pay for my mistakes. Sometimes I ask why my life is not
different or normal? I don’t want to blame anybody because I don’t
think there is only one solution for my problems. The time or
moment when my life started to change is about 15 years ago when
I was 12 or 13 years old. Maybe I came from a broken home. I
don’t remember my father and me ever having some time together.
I grew up in the middle of family problems. My mother was very
strong with me. I don’t remember my mother ever saying
to me I love you son. I had all the material things in my house,
but not understanding, or love. That makes a big difference to
me today. I understand that. When I started to grow up during
my adolescent process, I started looking for things that I didn’t
have in my home in bad places with bad people. The result of
those actions or mistakes and problems was jail time and there
were several times that my life was at risk. In the past I
changed my life in a bad direction. Today I am 29 years old.
I want to
change my life in a good direction.
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